The mth of mar finally ended.
this is seriously a terrible month.
a lot of things happened. seriously A LOT!
starting from receiving of my terrible results.
then to disappointment after all those uni open houses.
following it is the scoldings frm work.
misunderstandings frm parents.
then more disappointment frm friends who forgot abt my bdae.
and that i didnt celebrate my bday on the actual day.
i spend the whole day rather alone.
then came the nic n yp scolding thing.
the stupid shit that the tution kid is giving me.
the inability to find a better paid job.

if there is a bottomless pit in human life, i think i hit it alr.
i hope there isnt more of such things.
if not i might not be able to take it.
this one month passed real slowly.
and i thought a lot, saw a lot, understood a lot abt this world.
i dont wish to care abt anything anymore.
im seriously tired and i dont wish to continue.
looking at how smoothly other ppl's life is i wld start to feel demoralised.
looking at more ppl gettin the uni acceptance letter or calls for interview,
the more i fear that there is nowhere i can go.
GOD, pls guide me through.