HAPPY 2010 PEOPLE! ><

maybe i'm thinking too much but my first day in 2010 didnt go well...
i missed the countdown coz i was havin such a bad stomachache that i fell aslp rather early that night...
the first person that i saw when i woke up is a bunch of foreign workers re-painting at my house.
so i practically spent the day shifting, packing and throwing stuff.
not to forget the part whereby i got nagged by my mum for being too lazy.
alright. i admit that im lazy. so what?
who aren't lazy? at least i still packed the room right???

and i think as my sis grows up, she just loves to provoke me.
she has been so calculative!
fancy settling old scores with me, saying that i treat her like a yati.
i might have asked her to run a lot of errands but i also treat her well ok?
if she mentioned that there are things that she wants, i will try to get it for her.
well, if u simply mention these stuff once in a while, i wld juz keep quiet n forget abt it, or simply laugh it through...
but too much of mentioning simply pisses me off!
if i nag at u asking u to study, its for ur own gd.
if charging my hp or pouring water is a too difficult task for u to hlp, then tell me nicely. Is there a need to talk so loud n bring out the past saying that i always make u do these things?
i prefer ppl to talk to me nicely. if u make me angry, my anger will cease after i fall aslp but if u wana bring up the whole matter again, i guess you are simply itching for a fight!


maybe im too stubborn, too lazy, too fierce.
maybe like my mum has said, i treat friends better than how i treat my family members...
but tt dosent mean tt i take my nice family for granted!
i might have complained a lot but i know how good my family is.
though dad normally kept quiet or use me as a free secretary, if i mention anything tt i like, he will try to buy one for me.
mum always nag at me...but which mum dosent nag? in the end she will still care for me just that her mouth is always so sacastic abt my results.
sis is like a mute at hm. she dont speak up but i act like her 'mouth' that voice up her opinions n requests. but she always help me ard.
my lovely cousins are nice to me>< though we all have our character n normally i have to give in to them, but i know how good they are to me.
both grandma dote on me coz i knw hw to communicate with them.
my aunties n uncles love me becoz if my younger cousin needs hlp, i'll try to help.
and to them, i'm a god-sent perfect daughter who is gd in studies and everything...
even though i dont say it out loud, i do love my family!
typing this pg out seriously made me reflect n think of the love that i have received so far, n i thank GOD for everything! ><

Ps. this might be a draggy post but its the only post tt made me feel like crying while i am typing...