Yet another day passed.
it seems as though i saw a glimmer of hope when i received the call frm SMU to go down for an interview.
I was elated, yet at the same time afraid.
fear is constantly gripping me.
the fear that i may screw up the interview.
the fear that i may not end up in any uni.
it seems as though im a fool.
my mind is too simplistic for this world.
nothing can be definite.
since i always place high expectations and high trust, but ended up getting hurt.
i thought my career path has been settled.
but nw i think im in a worse position becoz im stuck.
the admin job is jus like another uss job.
wher i may nt even work once a wk but still have to reserve my time for it.
why is my luck so bad at jobs? why cant the jobs that i find be as gd as those that my friends have been working.
maybe its too late for regrets.
the world will still continue to move each day,
i have to move on too... ...