Spent the whole morning and afternoon at home to finish my reports.
Got back my twc mcq and qna results.
To me, these results gave me a huge sense of satisfaction n motivation.
I promised myself im going to try and do well for all my mods after year one .
I can, I will do well .
Met team two for dinner.
Thought we could meet and take photo as a team,
But apparently everyone is just too busy.
Looks like we are really back to the sg lifestyle, hectic and stressful.
The peaceful days in Viet have disappeared...

Felt rather demoralizing today.
My cousin came to sch hoping that I could help her out with codes
But it turns out that after six hrs of trying, I couldn't help her at all .
This made me realize how poor my programming skills are.
Its time to seriously sit down and revise.
I don't wanna continue doing badly for it mods.
Don't wish to harm my grps.
Just realized that bidding is such a headache today.
Still got to improve on the child care robot is before fri and come out with first page for my grp proj.
Mad arh, don't relax le. I keep thinking I have a lot of time, but sadly I dont.
Maybe the incident today is a wake up call from god.
Wake up mad, before its too late...

Spent my whole day studying twc today.
To me, twc is an interesting topic because it allowed us to think and know how technology have affected us.
There has been tremendous advancement in technology.
Without these technologies, our lives might be much tougher to live in.
I cannot imagine days without television or hp.
Because they are considered essentials in my life. Haha.
Kindof regretted getting a windows phone.
Shld have got an android hp cause there are much more apps.
Oh well, wait for another one year plus then
This year seems to pass rather quickly..

Nothing significant happened today.
Had meetings, lessons, studied with friends and then dinner at home.
If my life is like this everyday, would I get bored of it?
Last time I used to pack my life like crazy, now i learn to relax or rather slack.
Spending days peacefully may seem to be a blessing.
There are a lot of things to do but i just keep procrastinating.
Where can i find the motivation to start turning my life into a meaningful one?

Had a nice dinner with my family at House of Seafood @180 today.
as usual, there were some disputes, some quarrels...
but this is how my family members interact with one another, our way of showing love and concern through bickerings =)
ordered like 10 dishes, our parents spent 400+ in total.
the meal was sinful, but delicious.
i thank GOD for this family that im in.
we might not be rich, some has bad temper,
but we all accept each other for who we are.
maybe its best to live life simply afterall...

summer mods started... lesson passed damn quickly.
midterms are coming, deadlines are due soon, presentations are coming too..
oh well, seems like there are busy days ahead!
i dunno why time seems to pass much faster after im back from viet.
maybe its because we are really living in an environment that is too fast paced.
i know i shld study hard, revise on programming
but procastination always kicks in
and my laziness would add on, causing me to be unproductive.
MAD ARH, MUST BE SERIOUS ALR!
maybe chanting this millions of time may work.. maybe. lol.
cant wait to see the girls tmr! hopefully the meetup will be a good one=)

Its been ard a wk since ycamp ended...
I got to experience the role of a committee
Got the chance to learn and see a lot of things.
I enjoyed the camp, though I still prefer being a volunteer.
Got to know a lot of ppl through this camp,
But sadly I aren't very close with them cause I wasn't ard for most of the mtgs since I was away in Viet.
But throughout the camp I was rather quiet though so in a sense they hasent seen the real mad yet. Haha.
Summer term has started but I don't feel the studying mood yet.
Need to start studying real hard alr.
Wake up mad, its time to get serious....

Back from vietnam.
The 19 days trip was awesome, memorable, enriching.
Again I got to realize the wonders of life.
I also got to know more abt Viet culture.
Learnt to appreciate the things ard me more after each volunteer trip.
There might be disputes, disagreements,
But everything still manage to go well. :)
Now I have more good friends in smu, im thankful to god for that.
Tmr is the start of YMCA camp.
Hopefully things will turn out fine too:)
Too bad I didnt get into meta camp, if not it would be a nice exp.
Oh well, summer is gonna start soon.
Its time to get serious. I have to pull up my socks alr!