Thursday, January 27, 2011

Oh man. I think I screwed my bgs presentation today. Forgot what I had to say and stammer like crazy:( there goes my class part marks... After the ooad mtg I feel that I feel that I dunno what the proj wants. Bgs proj is worse, cause I don't even know how to start! :( Works are piling, exams are coming, in this kind of hectic life, who wld have the mood to celebrate cny? Hias.

Friday, January 14, 2011

Work is piling, work is piling, work is piling!!!
OMG, looking at the amt of work, proj mtgs and the committment i have...YMCA, church buru trip, SAAT, tuition, OCSP...
i think its only a matter of time i'd tire my body to death!
but for the sake of my GPA, i have to work hard, i have to!
MUST MUST MUST improve my GPA!
i think i need to speak more too. cause im too quiet.
not only for class part, but during class too.
so quiet that i feel i have too little friends.
cause nobody knows me and i didnt bother to interact much.
and when ppl dunno me, most ppl would think im a quiet gal who is a mugger.
but if you knw me, im not. LOL
im far from a mugger, maybe i wish to try and be one too, so my results can improve.
but i knw its hard for me to be a mugger,
cause dramas are too attractive, and books are getting more boring...
esp BGS! i can slp while reading just a few pages. LOL
and i think i might need to find opportunities to catch up with old friends.
friends like xiao tong and my pri sch friends.
i need to speak in church too, stop being an isolated lady.
cause ive not much friends in church because i dont speak.
GIRL, open up ur mouth, why are u closing ur heart for others to enter?
why wont u let others know you and understand you?
why have u become a loner?
have i grown tired of talking? maybe...

Monday, January 10, 2011

is it just me or are the ppl ard me turning mad?
why are ppl ard me all actively searching for a BF?!?
do gals really need guys?
maybe i seem to be a feminist, but sometimes i envy gals with bf,
cause bfs are the one who will always listen to their whinning and complaints.
but is there really a need to worry abt this when we are only 19, oh well 20.
LOL. the age that we seems old but are not exactly old.
i believe in fate. GOD has a plan.
even if im fated to be single for life, i will accept it.
love others more than u love urself.
im hoping to achieve this... this rule that GOD teaches me.