I'm feeling so useless now...
why cant i even concentrate and focus on studying?!?
felt s0 dumb after i sat for MYE
coz most of the qn i cant ans
those that i can ans i didnt have time to complete it
hias, i think this exam GG le.
no matter how hard the paper is,
how many times i told myself to prepare that i will fail,
i still cant learn to accept failure.
i've been in JC for a year and a half,
where i have experienced countless times of failure
but i simply didnt learn how to get over failures
and to accept failure.
i know how to counsel people when they fail
and to put up a happy front saying that fail, nvm lar.
but deep down in my heart i'm in pain
i'm always deceiving myself.
how can it be okay when i fail my exams?!?
esp i did tried to study. did put in effort.
maybe not for all the subj but still, i cant accept it.
Who would like to fail exams. lols
FOCUS, FOCUS, FOCUS!
why am i chionging boys over flowers when i have econs exam tmr?!?
i guess i'm running away from reality
trying to deceive myself that the paper wld be easy
and to give excuses not to touch my books.
MAD MAD ONG!!! STUDY!
i know i have to, i seriously have to start!
i dun wish to fail A lvl and go to poly
that would be the worse part of my life if that happens
hias, life is sad. why isnt there joy in studying anymore?