Been studying these few days...
but cant remember much that i studied! argh.
i went for 2nd service today
and the pastor was saying about how we shld turn to GOD even when we are at the darkest side of our life.
and he started saying that your true friends are not those that would spur you to study...instead, they are those that would scold you and say that you are wrong.
well, it sudd dawned onto me that many friends did that to me.
always telling me that by goin out too much is wrong
that i shld be studying!
well, maybe GOD gave me lotsa good friends
but i always failed to appreciate their existence
i always complain that they arent good
but am i a good friend myself? i doubt so too.
so yea, i'm sorry dear friends if i have ignored or upset any of you
maybe becoz this part of life is the toughest and darkest part that i am goin through
and i'm still learning on how to become a perfect friend
pls forgive me...=D

It's been long since i blogged...
suddenly thot of bloggin while i was taking a break after studying bio.
was looking at my cupboard when i found my pri sch diary...
it seemds so naive when ppl all say that u are under their 100% friends
but we dun even keep in contact after pri sch! haha
took a look at the bdae cards that i received over the years.
i noticed it has been a trend for ppl who know me to say that i'm MAD.
lols. am i that MAD!?! haha
i miss the days when we went to jy's father factory to make those pottery pigs...
miss the days wher we bring cup noodles to caiyi hse for project...
miss the days that we go out together as one big clique...
miss the days where i could call my friends to chit chat...
miss the days that we were at the archade...
miss the times that we ate and talk at pizza hut...
miss the times we watched movie and laughed together...
miss the times i spent with amanda at the library...
miss the class where everyone was always fighting with one another...
where are all those happy days!?!
are all these moments lost as people matures?
or has our tertiary education robbed them away?
wld we be like the pri sch friends...
those that proclaims that you are their 100% friends but who dun keep into contact as time passed?
how strong exactly are friendship?
are we all till as close? hmm... ...

another wk of the hols passed!
shit lar. i haven even really rmb chem
maybe can say tt i studied more on econs but i forgt wad i studied too!
Zzz, die lar
somemore my wk 3 is quite pack sia
tmr is bio hw choingin with ivy n levina
tues gt full sch day till 4pm! and i cant wait for dinner at night to meet up with my clique of friends!=D
wed gt 2 hum class gathering at sentosa
fri going out to kbox and to shop with my cousins!~
how!?! i nvr had a proper chance to study
actually no mood to study also! sad leh
went to perform magic tricks today for some children
was asked to perform by jh
me and jy felt so odd there lar. haha
the situation was kindof funny and our skills was...
lols. lack of practice lar. haha
although i bought a lot of clothes but i still cant find wad to wear today
sian. but i cant continue buying alr! hias
money money wher are you!?!
i'm gonna earn like mad when i end A lvl!=D

hias. i feel so bad today.
didnt go for drama's post production party as well as osle gathering
went to study with bixia n karen before i went to my grandma hse instead
wanted to go for osle gathering
but i felt that i haven been to my grandma hse for quite some time
so yeap, i decided to be fillial. haha
went to amk lib to study today with karen, wendy and bixia
since its nearer to my ah ma hse. haha
went to suki sushi for lunch
wanted to eat more but i feel the pinch in my purse
so i controlled myself. haha
then karen went into this shop to look at the clothes
and the 3 of us ended up spending 101.60!
thank goodness i onli contributed to 2.90 for a earring
haha. mad is controlling her purse
to prevent myself frm turning into a shopaholic.
but i'm turning my friends into a shopaholic. haha
everyone tends to buy clothes when they are out with me
lols. nt my fault ehh?!?
well, i guess time isnt enuff for me to finish revision
but yeap shall try my best=D

sian. been studying econs for the whole day again!
sick and tired of studying...
but no choice, have to continue studying. Zzz
stayed at hm to study today
and as expected, i fell aslp after 2 pg of bio notes
Zzz...cant rmb wad i have studied.
how!??! stupid mye is coming!!!
hias,i want my JC life to end soon
but i want a beautiful end.
i want to achieve my goals...
those that i have set!
well, its been long since i met my sec sch friends
really looking forward to the sentosa 2 hum gathering trip! =D
well, i guess i have been out quite often for this hols.
but nt with my usual sec sch clique
didnt wana plan. wanted to see if they wld want to meet up
but my cousin told me it's useless to wait
maybe they dun even care to meet up. lols
studying has taken over the place of friendship
maybe its the system of the tertiary education
when ppl meet new friends, they tend to forget their old friends
sometimes i really admire my cousin
their sec sch clique still take the effort to meet up every sat
well. maybe i'm thinking too much!? lols
maybe i'm too free, when there is too much time i'll start to think ALOT
about friendship, kinship and my fellowship with GOD.
then maybe i'll emo. lols
but things still turn out to be fine so far.
maybe i must thank GOD for creating me to be such a optimistic kid=D

woah...so many days have passed
didnt study much though
a bit guilty larh. coz i have been out
hias. i wan a break frm studying!
been studying for so much until i wana faint le.
Zzz...jiayou ppl!

argh! It's been 5 days and my voice arent getting any better.
At least i can make some sound. lols
played captain ball with the slc ppl tis morning
hmm..sort of miss playing this sport. haha
studied chem for one WHOLE afternoon
but still, i only finished 3 topics
and there are like 20 0ver topics just for chem alone! sad...
met up with olivia for dinner today
haha. i sudd realised how tall i have grown
coz both of us were of the same height in pri 6
but i'm so much taller than her now! haha
talked. walked ard before i went to my grandma hse.
waited for my dad to pick me up.
damn tired now...but i have to research abt art for cslmch
i'm guilty that i left my friends there to deal with the youths.
but i need to go for my camp. and the dates just clash
i can only do my best to hlp out then.
life is a torture,if i spend every single hour studying!
the camp shall be an opportunity for me to relax...

MAD's voice sound like shit now!
argh! i've lost my voice for 3 days
this is a great torture to me!
and my classmates are making fun of me=(
well, the only good thing is that i dun have to ans qn. haha
sian. if i still cant get well on fri,
i have to forgo my famine camp!!!
hias. wad to do. health is more impt
i wana talk with my nice voice!
cant even sing songs lar. sad...
haven been doin much revision lately
think i need to get serious.
it's really time for me to sit down and study!
i must buck up!!!

1 June 2009
The Very first day of my school holidays!
supposed to be studying. but i didnt. haha
went to sch in the morning to learn art for standup movement
learn hw to draw using basic shapes! haha
went to sentosa for class gathering in the afternoon
met elaine and ivy at the mrt while the rest of the class is at sentosa playin alr
played captains ball and volley ball
the weather was SUPER HOT can!?!
so many ppl got sun burn. thank goodness i didnt. haha
after bathing we went for the sky luge in sentosa
quite nice ehh. but the cost is veri ex.
for memories sake i guess its worth it then. haha.
chiong to the condo for osle bbq.
didnt eat anything there coz i wasnt supposed to eat bbq food
simply becoz i lost my voice since sunday. lols
my mum didnt want me to go out today but since i have alr given my words that i will be there for all these events, i will! haha
MAD is a woman of promises kae! haha
i enjoyed my day=D